Tuesday, January 27, 2009

This Love

Between getting the uniform ready, finding the right coloured socks, battling my emotions about school and feeling like I have been a bad mother and haven't gotten him prepared enough for the day, what I should have done and what I shouldn't have done in these first five years......it has all come to soon - Myles first year of school has crept upon me.
I feel proud of the young man he is - a vibrant yet sensitive soul with a beautiful heart, a kick-ass imagination and a wicked sense of humour. I cant wait to see him blossom at school and have a million more questions for me and a million more adventures to be had. I just don't want to let go. Most of all I'm going to miss him during the week, I'm going to miss his company, his curiosity, questioning and most of all lately I have enjoyed watching the friendship, trust, love and tenderness between him and Fynn evolve so beautifully. They are inseparable, with Fynn being Myles' shadow and echo. But with every ending there is a new beginning.